Friday, October 23, 2009

Drama Showcase

Today's Drama Showcase was awesome!
I enjoyed every second while I was performing.
And it's totally true- When you're onstage, you're so nervous you forget to feel nervous.
But the big question remains: WILL I GET SELECTED FOR DRAMA CLASS? And: WILL I ACCEPT IT?
It depends on who are going to be my future classmates. And even if I don't get in... well, it just means that God wants me to focus on my studies so I can achieve my targeted score next year. I will NOT cry. If I do, you have permission to smack me senseless.
Keep your fingers crossed for me...
Hopefully the people on my to-avoid list will not be in the same class as me...
Please?
~Sim

Sunday, October 18, 2009

A moment of silence

It's after the review-tests and I should be happy. I'm not.
Although I did have fun during Sports Carnival...
I may seem a bit sadistic right now, but I do have my reasons.

Of all the times I read about people dealing with death, not one seemed accurate today. I just felt empty. Hollow. There was no dramatic crumpling-on-the-floor-with-tears or uncontrollable gushing of tears. Just silent and few ones. Sometimes one teardrop means even more than a million shed at one time. It depends on what the cause was.
Looking back, I feel really bad that I could cry over bad grades and stuff. It seems pointless now, but I can't guarantee I won't do it again.

Short and concise. Yes.
I'm going to attempt to revive my blog.
~Sim